Am I a bad person?

I am a bad person for secretly wishing that some of my kids never come to music class again? Or secretly hoping that they won't walk through the door and then becoming disappointed that they come in late? Maybe some of you can relate....I don't ever recall having these thoughts last year, but this year...there's at least one kid that crosses my mind each day....hmm....I'm hanging in there! Pray for kindness and gentleness please.....well and that I keep my sanity. :-)

(I'm starting to work on my winter program for the year....things are stressful at the moment.)